Totalizzyness' Journals

One in a Million: Part 144

I smiled and lay on the bed. Izzy shuffled up next to me and slipped his arms round me. He kissed my neck; I buried my face into his chest. He sighed happily and stroked my hair. "I love you" I looked up. He kissed me softly. "I love you too" I held him tighter and closed my eyes.

The next morning I woke up to noises downstairs. Izzy wasn't there. I looked over at the clock, it was only half seven. I put my nightgown on and went downstairs. Izzy was in the kitchen stroking Treader and pouring himself a glass of J.D. "What're you doing?" I asked. He looked up and shrugged. "Having a drink, it's my...nightcap" "It's seven-thirty in the morning" "I didn't sleep" "At all?" He shook his head. I sighed and sat next to him. He wrapped his arms round me. "You do want this baby don't you?" "Yeah! That's what I was thinking about, all the stuff I could do with it" I smiled. "What do you want?" "What do you mean?" "Boy or girl" "Ooh, uh...girl" "Any particular reasons?" "I just want her to be a daddy's girl" I laughed quietly and held him tighter. He kissed the top of my head. "But what if it's a boy?" "Boy's fine, I'd just prefer a girl" I smiled. We sat in silence for a while. "Come back to bed" He downed the rest of his drink and pulled me up. Treader followed us up to our room. I snuggled up to him, Treader rest his head on Izzy's leg. Izzy turned the TV on and left it on the news. "You know I'll still think you're sexy when you get fat" I burst out laughing. "Thanks Izzy, means a lot to me" He laughed too and kissed my forehead. I looked up and kissed him softly. "But will I think you're sexy when you get fat?" "I won't get fat!" "But what if you do?" "...I just won't" I laughed and snuggled up to him. I closed my eyes and listened to his heart-beat. I woke up a while later to Izzy moving me off him. "I'm not good at not waking you up" I laughed and sat up, holding my head. He sat back down on the bed and hung his arm over my shoulders. Treader jumped up on my knee and looked at me. Just then I could feel my stomach churning. I moved Treader off my knee and stood up. "What?" Izzy asked. "Nothing..." I ran to the bathroom and slammed the door shut behind me. I could hear Izzy laugh to himself before going downstairs. 'Hmm, hilarious' I thought after I finished throwing up. I brushed my teeth to get rid of the taste and decided to get dressed. I'd just finished when Hallaa burst in. She wrapped her arms round me. I stood in her arms, totally bewildered. "Poor thing, morning sickness?" I just looked at her. "Izzy told me, so, yeah, sorry" I laughed. We went downstairs and sat in the front room chatting. Izzy came in a while later. "You want anything?" "Yeah! Make me some food!" "Some food?" "Yeah, y'know, stuff you put in your mouth and swallow" "I'll give you something to put in your mouth" he mumbled. "I'll give you something you can shove up your arse!" Hallaa sniggered. "Is this you or the hormones talking?" Izzy asked. "If it's me I can't wait for the hormones to kick in" He pulled a face and went to the kitchen. Hallaa burst out laughing. "I can't wait for the hormones either!" I laughed. Slash was abouts to come into the front room when Izzy shouted him to the kitchen. He came into the front room a few minutes later. He completely blanked me and sat next to Hallaa, not even looking at me. "What's your problem?" I asked. He shook his head and continued looking at the floor. Hallaa and I exchanged glances. She made him tell her. She burst out laughing. "He said Izzy warned him not to do anything to you in case you kill him" I burst out laughing. "Nice" She nodded. Slash still stared at the floor. Izzy came in a while later with some food. "What's up with him?" he asked noticing Slash. "I don't know, someone told him not to annoy me" "Dude I said don't say anything! Not blank her!" "Well she could still eat me if I look at her the wrong way!" "So don't look at me the wrong way! And I wouldn't eat you, too hairy" Hallaa laughed. Slash went back to looking at the floor. I ate half of the food Izzy had made before dumping the plate on his knee. He rolled his eyes and put it on the floor. I snuggled up to him. I saw Hallaa smirking at us. "Women are confusing" Slash mumbled. "Slash, everything confuses you" Izzy replied. "No not everything, sex doesn't confuse me at all" "Yeah, I bet it doesn't" He grinned. Izzy rolled his eyes and rubbed my back. "Sex confuses you" Hallaa said. "What? How?!" I looked up at Izzy. "Because, you got her pregnant" "And that makes sense how?" "Surely you've heard of contraception" "No, I've been alive 25 years and this is the first time I've ever heard of it, what do you think?!" "So why didn't you use any?" "I don't know, why didn't we?" Everyone looked at me. "How should I know?! Heat of the moment probably" They all shrugged. Izzy and I looked at each other oddly. He shook his head. I smiled and snuggled up to him again.

*To Be Continued*

One in a Million: Part 143

"So we're in love! Get over it!" "How can I since every time you two are left alone for five fuckin' minutes you cling onto each other, telling each other you'd buy Saturn for them if you could!" We laughed. "What did you come in for?" "I've forgotten; I'll go back downstairs and see if I remember" He walked out. Izzy and I laughed. "You have weird friends" I said. "Nah, they're just, not, normal?" "...So weird" "Yeah" He laughed. Slash came back into our room. "I remembered!"

"Izzy!" "I didn't do it!" I went into the front room. Izzy was playing with Treader. "Didn't do what?" "Uh...why did you shout me?" "I wanted to ask you something, what didn't you do?" "Doesn't matter, what did you want to ask me" "If you'd seen Hallaa, seriously, what did you do?" He shook his head and carried on playing with Treader. I pinched his ear. "What did you do?" "Ow, ow, ow, get off, ow-" "-What did you do?!" "Kitchen! The kitchen! Ow!" I let go and went to the kitchen. Izzy rubbed his ear and went to go upstairs. I went after him when I'd seen the state he'd left the kitchen in. I managed to corner him in our bathroom. "Jesus woman, why are you so worked up over the kitchen?" "I'm not, it's just funny to see how scared of me you are" He scowled at me and came closer. "I'm not scared of you" "Oh really" I raised a hand as if I were abouts to hit him. He backed off. I laughed and wrapped my arms round him. "You are scared, and I'm offended you think I'd hit you" He rolled his eyes and kissed my neck. "So why did you want Hallaa?" "I wanted to know if she'd go into town for me" "Why?" "Because, so have you seen her?" "She might be in the garden" I kissed him softly and went down to the garden. Slash and Hallaa were sat playing with the dogs. I pulled Hallaa aside and began chatting to her. I saw Izzy come out and sit by Slash. "You sure?" Hallaa asked. "Huh-oh yeah, positive" She grinned, hugged me and ran back into the house. I went and sat in between Izzys legs. "What's she all syched up about?" he asked. "Nothing" Izzy sighed and wrapped his arms round me. I sat listening to him and Slash talk for ages. Finally Hallaa returned. I ran inside. Izzy came after me. "Belle what's going on?" he asked stopping me on the stairs. "Nothing" "No there is, c'mon, what's going on?" "Give me five minutes" "Why?" "Just-" "-What's that?" "Nothing" "Belle!" I ran up the stairs to the bathroom. I heard Izzy come into our room. I sighed and stared into the mirror. A few minutes later I went back into our room and threw myself into Izzys arms. He stepped back a bit and hugged me back. "Seriously now, what's going on?" I looked up and kissed him softly. "You can't kiss your way out this, what's up?" I giggled nervously. "Well...uh...I'm...we...we're having a baby" His eyes widened. "...What!?" "You're gonna be a dad" He slowly sat down on the bed. I sat on his knee. "Seriously?" I nodded. He slid his arms round my waist. "...Whoa" "You ok?" He nodded. He still had a black face. "Izzy...?" "No, yeah, just, whoa...really?" "Yeah, the proof is on the sink if you don't believe me" "I believe you, just...fuck" I wrapped my arms round him. He hugged me back. "A month was hard enough, now I need to stop having sex for nine?!" I giggled. "Probably longer" "Ahh fuck" I smiled and played with his hair. "So, you want the kid?" "Yeah, why not" I pulled away and looked into his eyes. He smiled feebly and kissed me softly. Just then Hallaa came in. "So...?" I nodded. She grinned and bounded over, hugging both Izzy and I. "Does this mean me and Slash have to move out?" I laughed. "No, you guys can stay" "Oh good, but if we're taking up too much space, only chuck out Slash, I'll sleep with the dogs" "Well you're nice" Izzy said laughing. "What?! You know how much space Slash takes up. I love him dearly, but his volume is just too much!" "And he is much more work than a baby" I said. Izzy rolled his eyes. "Why are you telling me anyway? What can I do?" "You invited them to live here, you can kick them out" "I'm not kicking Slash out! I need a sane person around here!" "What am I?! Jeffrey Dalmer!?" "Ok, I need a guy" We chatted for a while until Slash came in. "Hiding from me?! What's going on?" "Belle's pregnant!" Slash's jaw dropped. "Seriously?! Izzy's sperm works?!" Izzy punched him in the shoulder. Slash sniggered and wrapped his arms round Hallaa. "Well, yeah, it's true" I said. "Wow, so now we'll have 2 whiney babies?" "Two?" Hallaa asked. "Their kid, and Izzy" Izzy rolled his eyes and rest his chin on Ayeisha's shoulder. "Honestly Slash! You're so mean" Hallaa said laughing. "I said nearly exactly the same thing about Axl and his kid" I laughed. "So when do we find out if you work?" I asked. "Oh I do work, only that little rubber thing makes sure it doesn't go making lots of beautiful talented mini-me's" We laughed. "God forbid more than one Slash" Izzy said quietly. "I heard that!" Slash replied hitting him playfully. "It's annoyin' isn't it" "Oh shut up you woman" I laughed. "He is really not a woman!" "Oh he really is!" "...Get out of my room" He laughed and stood up. "Don't worry! I'm going!" He grabbed Hallaa's wrist and pulled her out. I smiled and lay on the bed. Izzy shuffled up next to me and slipped his arms round me. He kissed my neck; I buried my face into his chest. He sighed happily and stroked my hair. "I love you" I looked up. He kissed me softly. "I love you too" I geld him tighter and closed my eyes.

*To Be Continued*

One in a Million: Part 142

I pushed Hallaa into the pool. Izzy and Slash burst out laughing. Hallaa emerged and glared at me. â�œSorry, I just had to!â� I said laughing. She rolled her eyes and pulled Slash in. Izzy and I sat on the grass and watched them play-fight. â�œFancy going for a swim?â� Izzy asked. â�œNopeâ� â�œAww câ�™monâ� â�œOnly if you come withâ� â�œOk fineâ� He lay down and lay me on top of him. Treader came over and rest his head on Izzys leg.

A week passed in which not much happened. I was lay in Izzys arms on our bed reading. Izzy was watching the TV on mute with music playing. It was silent between us. Just then Hallaa burst in. "Hello boring people!" Neither of us looked at her. She sighed and sat on the bed. "What're you doing?" We both shrugged. "Oh my god come on! You're so boring! Come play out!" I looked at her. "Argh! Come! On! I'm bored! All you two have done is sit in here and do nothing!" "Maybe we like doing this" Izzy replied. "Just entertain me for fucks sake!" "Go play with Duff and Jacki" "No, they're having sex" "What, this second?" "Probably! Oh come on! Please!?" "What's Slash doing?" "Nothing! He's bored too!" "You two can play with each other then" "We've already done that twice today! You come play with me!" "I'd love to but I'm married" I laughed. "You're such a bloke! Come on Ayeisha! You're fun!" "I am, but I'm also lazy" "Can we go shopping?" "NO!" Izzy said. I laughed. "Nah, not in the mood for shopping" Hallaa sighed loudly. "Fine! I'll go down the street with you!" I said. "Yay!" She ran out. "But-" "-I'm not buying anything, we'll be back" "Yeah you will! You're not leaving me for the sex obsessed, weirdo" I laughed. "Anyway, give me your card" "I thought you werenâ�™t buying anything!" "I'm not! It's for appearances!" He laughed and pointed to his jacket. I grabbed his wallet and pulled out several credit cards. "Ooh, which one to choose, I may just take them all-" "-The one!" Izzy said snatching all but one from my hand. I laughed and kissed him softly. "I could never be a gold digger! You're so tight!" He laughed. "Just how I like it" "I have so many sexual things to follow that up with" I said standing up. "Oh?" "Yup, and I won't tell you them until I get back" "Oh you can't leave a man hanging'!" "Watch me" I winked and walked out. Hallaa and I wandered around the streets of LA for ages. We sat in a cafe chatting for a while when I saw a glimpse of a newspaper. I picked it up and read the date. "Is this todayâ�™s?" I asked. Hallaa looked at it. "Yup, why?" "No reason, I just lost track of the day" She laughed. "That's why you shouldn't shut yourself away from the world" "I had Izzy! And the TV" "Izzy does NOT count! And the TV, meh, you don't watch the news do you" "Nope...and Izzy does count" She laughed. "You keep telling yourself that" I laughed. I picked up my coffee and curled up in my chair thinking. Eventually we decided to leave. "You okay? You're not really talkative" I looked up. "Huh? Oh I'm fine" "You sure?" "Yeah" Finally we got home. "Oh, I'm not in a shopping mood!" Izzy said when he saw us. I laughed. "Most of these are Hallaa's" "Yeah yeah, bullshit! Card!" I smirked and handed him his credit card. I took my single bag to my room and left Hallaa with all of her stuff. Izzy came in a few minutes later. "Ok, so most of it was hers" I laughed and sat on the bed. He sat next to me. I sighed and snuggled up to him. "What's up?" "Nothing" "Sure?" "Yup" He smiled and wrapped his arms round me protectively. "So these sexual innuendo's you left me with..." I laughed. "Did you not think of any?" "I thought of loads" "I bet you did" He smirked and kissed my forehead. "What was the one you were thinking of?" "Oh I wasn't, I just thought I'd let you think dirty things of me whilst I was away" He laughed. "What makes you think they were of you?" I just looked at him. "Ok, you have a point...but still" I smiled and snuggled up to him. "Seriously, why are you so affectionate today?" "Sorry, I wonâ�™t love you then" "No! Love me!" He held me tighter. I laughed and kissed him softly. He shuffled us up the bed. We lay down in each others arms. Just then Slash walked in. "Hey-oh god, Hallaa! They're at it again!" Izzy and I sat up. "At what again?" "I love you, no I love you, I love you more, no I love you more, muah muah lovey love URGH!" Izzy and I laughed. "So we're in love! Get over it!" "How can I since every time you two are left alone for five fuckin' minutes you cling onto each other, telling each other you'd buy Saturn for them if you could!" We laughed. "What did you come in for?" "I've forgotten; I'll go back downstairs and see if I remember" He walked out. Izzy and I laughed. "You have weird friends" I said. "Nah, they're just, not, normal?" "...So weird" "Yeah" He laughed. Slash came back into our room. "I remembered!"

*To Be Continued*

One in a Million: Part 141

â�œ-But what?â� He sighed and lay down. â�œItâ�™s only alcoholâ� â�œThatâ�™s not an excuse, it still kills youâ� â�œYeah but-â� â�œ-Izzy thereâ�™s no but! â�¦I donâ�™t like talking to you when youâ�™re drunk, youâ�™re differentâ� â�œNo Iâ�™m not! Iâ�™m still the same!â� I sighed and took my book to my room.

The next day I was cleaning the kitchen when a pair of arms wrapped around my waist. â�œHey babe, what you doing?â� Izzy asked. â�œWhat does it look like?â� â�œSorry about last nightâ� I nodded. He turned me round and made me look at him. He kissed me softly, I slowly slid my arms round his neck. â�œCome on, lets go outâ� â�œWhere?â� â�œThe gardenâ� He took my hand and pulled me into the garden. We went down to the very bottom and sat on the bench. Seeing as it was summer that area was very shaded by the trees. He took both my hands in his and kissed me softly. I snuggled up to him. We sat in silence for a while. At the top of the garden Hallaa was playing with the dogs. â�œI love youâ� I looked up at Izzy. â�œI love you tooâ� He held me tighter. We were there for about half an hour when Hallaa came over. â�œWhat you two up to?â� she asked. â�œJust, nothingâ� Izzy sighed. â�œAww, you look really cute from up there yâ�™knowâ� We nodded. â�œâ�¦Iâ�™ll leave you two alone nowâ� She ran off up to the house. Izzy kissed my neck and rest his chin on my shoulder. After a while we decided to go back inside. Izzy went into the front room, I went up to our room. I lay on the bed playing with Stevie when Izzy came in. He sat next to me and dropped a book on my knee. I smiled and snuggled up to him. I read as he smoked and played with Stevie. Every now and again I looked up and kissed his chin.

The next morning I woke up in Izzys arms. I smiled to myself and snuggled up closer. I kissed his chest and closed my eyes. I felt his hand slowly travel down my back. He kissed the top of my head and sighed. I opened my eyes and looked up at him. He smirked and kissed me softly. â�œMorninâ�™â� â�œHelloâ� â�œSee, sober for an entire dayâ� â�œI know, good boyâ� He smirked. â�œI know how to sweet talk youâ� â�œNah, I just felt sorry for youâ� â�œSo this was pity sex?!â� I laughed. â�œâ�¦Yeahâ� â�œYou hoe!â� I laughed and kissed him softly. â�œWhat do you care?! You got sexâ� â�œâ�¦Yeah, trueâ� He smirked and held me tighter. â�œAnyway, dogs need feedingâ� â�œAww donâ�™t go!â� â�œIâ�™ll be back!â� â�œYeah but youâ�™ll be clothedâ� â�œWell, yeahâ� â�œI donâ�™t want you with clothes on!â� â�œDonâ�™t have me thenâ� â�œI didnâ�™t mean it!â� He pulled me closer and kissed my neck. I laughed and pushed him off me. I got dressed and went downstairs to feed the dogs. Slash was in the kitchen playing his guitar and drinking JD through a straw. I laughed and grabbed the dog food. â�œHey, have fun last night?â� Slash asked grinning. â�œUh, yeah?â� â�œDonâ�™t think we didnâ�™t hear! We had to block it out by having sex ourselvesâ� I laughed. â�œGood for you!â� â�œNo, good for Izzy! You canâ�™t just say, â�˜no sexâ�™ and expect him to be, oh alright thenâ� â�œHeâ�™s got to learnâ� â�œI think heâ�™s learnt now! His problem is heâ�™s too nice, and he loves you, so he wouldnâ�™t rape you. Then again itâ�™s not rape, itâ�™s just surprise sex, unless youâ�™re asleep, like I was, like that time Hallaa just raped meâ�¦â� I slowly backed out of the kitchen and left Slash talking to himself. I rolled my eyes and went to tidy the front room. Just then Hallaa came in. â�œYou seen my sex monster?â� â�œYeah, the beast is in the kitchen, talking to himselfâ� She laughed and went to get him. I shook my head and carried on cleaning. Iâ�™d just finished when Izzy slid his arms round my waist. â�œSo what are we doing today?â� â�œI donâ�™t know, what do you want to do?â� â�œI donâ�™t know, thatâ�™s why I asked youâ� â�œLetâ�™s just chill in the garden againâ� â�œYeah, it was fun, and then-â� â�œ-Donâ�™t even think about it!â� He laughed. â�œThink about what? Fucking you?â� â�œI donâ�™t know why I botherâ� I walked out of his arms and into the garden. He laughed and followed. Slash was sat on the edge of the pool dipping his feet in. Hallaa was lay next to him, resting her head on his lap. â�œOh that is just so temptingâ� I said laughing. â�œWhat is?â� â�œHallaaâ� â�œWhat!?â� I rolled my eyes and crept over to them. I pushed Hallaa into the pool. Izzy and Slash burst out laughing. Hallaa emerged and glared at me. â�œSorry, I just had to!â� I said laughing. She rolled her eyes and pulled Slash in. Izzy and I sat on the grass and watched them play-fight. â�œFancy going for a swim?â� Izzy asked. â�œNopeâ� â�œAww câ�™monâ� â�œOnly if you come withâ� â�œOk fineâ� He lay down and lay me on top of him. Treader came over and rest his head on Izzys leg.

*To Be Continued*

One in a Million: Part 140

I smirked and pulled him inside. â�œSo how many drinks can I have?â� â�œUhâ�¦fiveâ� â�œFive?! Is that it?!â� â�œMake them lastâ� He sighed. â�œIâ�™d best be getting sex tonight thenâ� â�œIâ�™ll think about itâ� â�œYouâ�™re so mean!â� I laughed and hugged him. He hugged me back. â�œWell, Iâ�™m going to get my first drinkâ� â�œDonâ�™t drink it all, and Iâ�™ll know if youâ�™ve had more than fiveâ� He sighed and went to the bar. I smirked and sat next to Hallaa. â�œYou tormenting him again?â� she asked. â�œI amâ� She laughed.

I was lay on the bed reading when Izzy came in and collapsed face down. I heard him let out a huge sigh. â�œWhatâ�™s up?â� â�œAs if you donâ�™t know!â� I laughed. â�œItâ�™s youâ�™re fault!â� â�œLike I can drink less than five drinks! Youâ�™re just mean!â� â�œOnly a week leftâ� â�œI donâ�™t think Iâ�™ll be able to last a week!â� â�œShouldnâ�™t have drank thenâ� â�œYouâ�™re such a hoe! Why do I love you so much?â� I smirked and ran my fingers through my hair. He softly ran his hand up my leg. I pushed it off as he slowly went towards my inner thigh. â�œOh come on!â� â�œNo Izzy, I told you!â� He sighed and rolled over. â�œWhatâ�™re you reading anyway?â� â�œA bookâ� â�œNo duh! What book?â� â�œItâ�™s a kind of horror bookâ� â�œOh, any good?â� â�œYou tell meâ� I handed it him and pointed out a section. As he read I noticed a huge smirk come to his face. â�œA bit sexual isnâ�™t it? Itâ�™s likeâ�¦porn for the brainâ� I laughed. â�œItâ�™s not as bad as other things Iâ�™ve readâ� â�œYeah, the last one you read was just, full on!â� â�œItâ�™s cleaner than you!â� â�œMetaphorically or physically?â� I looked him over. â�œBothâ� He laughed. â�œI donâ�™t smell that bad!â� I raised an eyebrow. â�œâ�¦Ok maybe I doâ�¦but I only shower with you!â� â�œGo and have a shower!â� He groaned and rolled off the bed. â�œYouâ�™re so mean to me!â� â�œBut you love meâ� â�œSo what if I do!â� We laughed and I kicked him softly to the bathroom. I continued to read my book. Iâ�™d almost finished when he came out of the bathroom in just a towel. He smirked at me and sat down. Just then Hallaa came into the room. â�œHello Izzy!â� He laughed. â�œHiâ� â�œEyes off my man bitch!â� I said. We all laughed â�œAnyway, yeah, Slash wants to know if you guys want pizza for-â� â�œ-Yeah!â� Izzy interrupted. She laughed. â�œPizza it isâ�¦you should wear a towel more often, you look hotâ� She walked out. â�œIâ�™m going to close the doorâ� Izzy said getting up. I laughed. â�œYou getting dressed then?â� â�œI might doâ� â�œYou donâ�™t have to, but I wonâ�™t stop Hallaa if she comes in if your towel falls offâ� â�œWhy would it fall off?â� â�œBecause youâ�™re a moronâ� â�œHow does that account for anything?â� â�œCatchâ� I threw a pillow at him. He caught it and let go of the towel. â�œI think Iâ�™ve proved my pointâ� I said going back to my book. He sighed and put the towel back on. â�œYou really are a heartless cowâ� â�œI know. Mooâ� He laughed and sat on the bed. I finished off my book as he got dressed. â�œPIZZA!â� Slash shouted from downstairs. We went down to the front room. â�œDid I miss anything?â� Hallaa asked winking. We laughed. â�œNah, he just dropped the towel, nothing specialâ� Izzy just scowled at me. â�œHowâ�™s the â�˜no sexâ�™ going?â� Slash asked. â�œIt sucks!â� We laughed. â�œHave you seriously not, since the wedding?â� â�œNopeâ� â�œYouâ�™re going to believe me now arenâ�™t youâ� I said. â�œâ�¦I may doâ� I smirked and stole the cheese from his pizza. He bit my finger. I laughed and flicked his nose. Hallaa and Slash were giving us odd looks. I sniggered and carried on eating my pizza. Afterwards Izzy and Slash went to the kitchen to drink. I grabbed a book off the shelf and sat reading. Hallaa sighed and watched TV. â�œYou read too muchâ� I sniggered. â�œIt passes the timeâ� â�œYou could be having sex with Izzy nowâ� â�œI know, but he needs to learnâ� â�œYouâ�™re so mean! Seriously though, a whole month! What do you think he is?!â� â�œStupidâ� She laughed. â�œWell, yeahâ� â�œIf he doesnâ�™t learn, then the time period is slowly going to get bigger, and by that I mean, next time itâ�™ll be 2 months, then 3 monthsâ� â�œJesus Christ! Heâ�™s not a monk! He needs sex to live!â� â�œAnd he needs to stop drinking excessivelyâ� She sighed and nodded. â�œIâ�™m going to check that theyâ�™re not breaking thingsâ� She went to the kitchen. I decided to go and read in my room. Iâ�™d read nearly half when Izzy came in and collapsed on the bed. â�œHave fun?â� I asked, not looking up. â�œUhmâ�¦I think soâ� I noticed him slowly crawling up the bed. â�œStop readingâ� â�œWhy?â� â�œBecauseâ� He took the book off me. I took it back and put it on the desk next to me. â�œIâ�™ve learnt my lesson, come onâ� he said kissing my neck. â�œNo you havenâ�™t, youâ�™re drunkâ� â�œOnly a little bit!â� â�œThereâ�™s no limit on how drunk you are! Youâ�™re either drunk or soberâ� â�œBut-â� â�œ-But what?â� He sighed and lay down. â�œItâ�™s only alcoholâ� â�œThatâ�™s not an excuse, it still kills youâ� â�œYeah but-â� â�œ-Izzy thereâ�™s no but! â�¦I donâ�™t like talking to you when youâ�™re drunk, youâ�™re differentâ� â�œNo Iâ�™m not! Iâ�™m still the same!â� I sighed and took my book to my room.

*To Be Continued*

One in a Million: Part 139

She returned a while later with a camera. I laughed and hid my face in Izzys hair. I took Izzys shades off and put them on myself. Hallaa laughed and stole Slashâ�™s hat. â�œOh who was on the phone?â� I asked. â�œSteven, heâ�™s boredâ� â�œSo?â� â�œSo I told him to go to Nikkiâ�™s or somethingâ� I nodded. Izzy leant back and kissed my chin. I smirked and kissed him back. The four of us sat messing about on the stairs for the rest of the day.

We spent the next few weeks doing the same thing, hanging out, goofing off, the usual rock-star lifestyle. Izzy and I were lay on the sofa when the phone rang. Izzy grabbed it and sat chatting for a while. I got bored and went to go find Hallaa. She was in the garden playing with the dogs, Slash was sunbathing. â�œHey, whereâ�™s Izzy?â� â�œOn the phone, came to see youâ� â�œOoh I feel loved. Hear that Slash? Someone wants to talk to me!â� â�œYeah thatâ�™s greatâ� Slash replied. We laughed. We played with the dogs until Izzy came outside. â�œGuess whatâ� I looked at him. â�œYou have to go buy outfits, Duffs wedding is in a weekâ� â�œOh my god wow!â� Hallaa squealed. Izzy sighed. I laughed and wrapped my arms round him. â�œI might just wear an old dressâ� â�œSeriously?!â� â�œYeahâ� â�œOh thank god!â� I laughed. He kissed me softly and pulled me back inside. We lay on the sofa and did nothing. â�œSo yeah, uh, this is funâ� I said. He laughed and squeezed me gently. â�œPut the TV onâ� he suggested. â�œBut the remoteâ�™s way over there!â� â�œSo?â� â�œSo Iâ�™m not getting upâ� â�œYouâ�™re so lazyâ� â�œYeah, well doneâ� He sniggered and kissed my neck. â�œWell, I can think of something to doâ� â�œGod youâ�™re so horny!â� â�œYeah, well doneâ� I rolled my eyes and folded my arms. He smirked and sat me up. â�œIâ�™m not moving from hereâ� I said. â�œYou donâ�™t have toâ� â�œIzzy youâ�™re gross! Itâ�™s not just us living here yâ�™know!â� â�œYeah, I know! I guess I could always carry youâ� â�œYou know I think I might buy a new dress after allâ� â�œWhatever, Iâ�™m still going to-â� â�œ-I donâ�™t think soâ� I jumped off his knee and ran outside. â�œHallaa hide meâ� I said jumping behind her. â�œWhy?â� Izzy came outside. â�œHallaa can I have my wife backâ� â�œDepends, what do you want to do with her?â� â�œWhat every guy wants to do to their sexy girlâ� â�œOh okâ� Hallaa grabbed me. â�œI hate you!â� â�œI love you too! Have fun Izzyâ� Izzy picked me up and carried me inside. I made it difficult by going all limp. â�œJesus Christ woman! Youâ�™re so difficult!â� Izzy said dropping me on the sofa. â�œYeah, wellâ� â�œYou know I will do it hereâ� â�œYeahâ�¦I knowâ� â�œSo itâ�™s either here or the bedâ� I sighed. â�œYouâ�™re such a whoreâ� â�œYeah, I knowâ� He grabbed my hand and pulled me upstairs.

A week later we were getting ready for Duffs wedding. â�œThis is unfair, Duff gets two weddingsâ� Slash said. â�œSo?â� Izzy asked. â�œSo he gets two honeymoonsâ� â�œYeah! Oh my god!â� Hallaa and I rolled our eyes. We finally got there. I spotted Sara and dragged Izzy over to her and Axl. â�œOh my god Hayden looks so biggerâ� â�œYeah, and look at his hairâ� I laughed. â�œAww, heâ�™s got his daddies hairâ� Axl scowled at me. â�œCome on, lets sit downâ� Slash had gone to do his best man duties. The rest of us sat chatting. Izzy slid his arms round my waist and rest his chin on my shoulder. â�œYou know my back still hurtsâ� I sniggered. â�œYeah, well, your faultâ� â�œIt was a week ago though! Shouldnâ�™t they be gone by now?â� â�œI donâ�™t know, I donâ�™t make the laws of your bodyâ� â�œYou didnâ�™t have to scratch me thoughâ� â�œOh I did, it was totally necessaryâ� â�œYeah, sureâ� â�œShh! Here comes Jacki!â� Throughout the ceremony I could feel Izzy squeezing me or kissing my neck. After the wedding we were all heading to the Rainbow. â�œYouâ�™re supposed to pay attention to the wedding!â� I said. â�œIâ�™ve been to so many I know the things off by heartâ� Izzy replied. I laughed. He slid his arms round my waist and kissed me softly. â�œNo drinking excessively!â� â�œWhat Why?â� â�œBecause Iâ�™m not dragging your drunken ass up to bed!â� â�œBut itâ�™s a special occasion!â� â�œThatâ�™s always your excuse!â� â�œSo?â� â�œSo Iâ�™m giving you an ultimatum, drink or sexâ� â�œBut, wait, you canâ�™t do that!â� â�œI can!â� â�œDoes it just count for tonight?â� â�œThe drink does, the sex isâ�¦a monthâ� â�œWHAT?!â� â�œChooseâ� â�œI hate it when you do this to meâ� He wrapped his arms round me and rest his chin on my shoulder moodily. I smirked and pulled him inside. â�œSo how many drinks can I have?â� â�œUhâ�¦fiveâ� â�œFive?! Is that it?!â� â�œMake them lastâ� He sighed. â�œIâ�™d best be getting sex tonight thenâ� â�œIâ�™ll think about itâ� â�œYouâ�™re so mean!â� I laughed and hugged him. He hugged me back. â�œWell, Iâ�™m going to get my first drinkâ� â�œDonâ�™t drink it all, and Iâ�™ll know if youâ�™ve had more than fiveâ� He sighed and went to the bar. I smirked and sat next to Hallaa. â�œYou tormenting him again?â� she asked. â�œI amâ� She laughed.

*To Be Continued*

Izzy Stradlin. 46 today!

Yay! It's his birthday again!!
Looks uber-hot for his age! x)
I love him so fuckin much!!

One in a Million: Part 138

I wrapped my arms round him. â�œYou tired now?â� he asked. â�œA bitâ� â�œYou need to eat!â� â�œI donâ�™t, Iâ�™m fineâ� â�œBabe youâ�™ll be tired until you eat something, half an apple isnâ�™t enoughâ� I pulled away from him. â�œIzzy Iâ�™m fine!â� â�œWhy am I not convinced?â� â�œI donâ�™t know! Why canâ�™t you just trust me?â� I went upstairs to my room. I grabbed my book again and sat reading until I fell asleep.

The next morning I woke up in Izzys arms in bed. I sat up and looked around. Just then Izzy stirred and woke up. â�œHeyâ� he mumbled. â�œWhy am I here?â� â�œI carried you here, if youâ�™re going to sleep then youâ�™re going to sleep somewhere your neck wont sufferâ� I nodded. He sat up and wrapped his arms round me. I snuggled up to him. We sat in each others arms for a while. We pulled away a while later. â�œYou hungry?â� Izzy asked getting out of bed. I shook my head. â�œPlease eat, even if itâ�™s just a bitâ� I sighed. He sat back down and lifted my chin. I looked into his eyes. â�œFineâ� He smiled feebly and got back up. He got dressed and went downstairs. I got dressed too and went to join him. I sat by the table and watched him stare at the fridge. â�œThe foods inside itâ� I said. He shook his head and looked at me. â�œWhat? Oh, yeah, I know, I was just, thinkingâ� â�œAbout?â� â�œWhat to eatâ� I smiled. He went into the fridge and stared at the emptiness. I went up behind him and wrapped my arms round him. â�œYou need to go shoppingâ� he said. â�œWhy just me?â� â�œTake Hallaa if you wantâ� â�œWhy donâ�™t you come?â� â�œYou vowed never to take me food-shopping again since I was such a nightmare last-timeâ� I laughed. â�œOk yeah, you have a pointâ� â�œSo, you think you could make something out of all this?â� I looked at the food. â�œProbablyâ� â�œOR, shall we just go grab some food from down town?â� â�œYou buying?â� â�œDo I have a choice?â� I just grinned. He rolled his eyes playfully. We grabbed our jackets and began our small walk into the city. We didnâ�™t say anything to each other on our way there. Izzy decided to drag me to Canters. We sat on opposite sides of the booth. I put my feet up next to him. He began undoing the laces of my converse. â�œWhat are you doing?!â� I asked pulling my feet down. â�œNothingâ� â�œYeah, nothing my arse!â� He smirked. I put just one foot back up. He began to do the laces back up, but really tight. â�œWhoa! Trying to cut off the blood circulation to my foot!?â� I asked. â�œItâ�™s not that tight!â� â�œIt is! Undo itâ� He sighed and loosened the knot. Finally our food came. I sat stabbing my food for a while before actually eating some. After a while I got bored of my own food and began stealing Izzys. â�œI guess itâ�™s better than you just not eatingâ� he sighed. I smirked and stole his last bit of chicken. He scowled at me. â�œPrawn?â� I asked pointing to my plate. He rolled his eyes. Finally we finished. â�œYou ate it all, wowâ� I smiled and finished my drink. He paid and we left. â�œGet me a coffeeâ� I said. â�œDo I have to?â� â�œYesâ� â�œWill I die if I donâ�™t?â� â�œYesâ� He laughed and let me drag him to the small cafÃ©. Finally we set off home, after Iâ�™d dragged him to the record-store, another cafÃ©, a book store and some little corner shop. When we got home Slash was sat on the stairs smoking. â�œWhatâ�™s up?â� Izzy asked. â�œNothing, where you go?â� â�œFor some food, initiallyâ� Izzy replied. I smirked and ran upstairs. When I came back down Izzy was sat next to him also smoking. I went and sat behind him, wrapping my legs round him. He smirked and rest his head on my arm. â�œWhereâ�™s Hallaa?â� I asked. â�œPlaying with the dogs in the gardenâ� Slash replied. I nodded and kissed the top of Izzys head. We sat on the stairs chatting for ages. Hallaa came and joined us a while later. She sat in front of Slash. â�œWho needs sofaâ�™sâ� she said laughing. We all sniggered and nodded. â�œSo is Sleeping Beauty alive now?â� Slash asked. I nodded. â�œIzzy was really really worried you knowâ� Izzy hid his face in his hands. I smiled and squeezed him gently. â�œSo what was up with you any way?â� Slash asked. I shrugged. â�œI just didnâ�™t feel up to anythingâ� â�œFair enoughâ� â�œBabe go get my guitarâ� Izzy said. â�œWhich one?â� â�œAcousticâ� I nodded and ran up to his room. I came back and handed it to him. I wrapped my legs round his waist again and rest my chin on the top of his head. Slash and Hallaa slid down a few steps. â�œOoh, waitâ� Slash said standing up. He ran and got his guitar. The two sat jamming. Hallaa and I sighed happily and watched. Just then the phone rang. Hallaa ran to get it. The boys carried on playing as if nothing was happening. She returned a while later with a camera. I laughed and hid my face in Izzys hair. I took Izzys shades off and put them on myself. Hallaa laughed and stole Slashâ�™s hat. â�œOh who was on the phone?â� I asked. â�œSteven, heâ�™s boredâ� â�œSo?â� â�œSo I told him to go to Nikkiâ�™s or somethingâ� I nodded. Izzy leant back and kissed my chin. I smirked and kissed him back. The four of us sat messing about on the stairs for the rest of the day.

*To Be Continued*

One in a Million: Part 137

I nodded. â�œClose the door before you sit downâ� he said shuffling up the bed. â�œNoâ� â�œGo onâ� â�œWhy?â� â�œBecause then thereâ�™s less chance on people walking inâ� â�œWhy? They wont be walking in on anythingâ� Izzy scowled. I smirked and sat on the end of the bed. Izzy shuffled back over and wrapped his legs round me. â�œIâ�™ll close it thenâ� He said kissing up my neck.

The next morning I woke up with Izzys arms wrapped loosely round my waist. I sighed and sat up. Izzy stirred and rolled over. I reached over the side of the bed and grabbed my clothes. I got dressed and went downstairs. Duff was in the kitchen spaced out. I waved my hand in his face. He shook his head and looked at me. â�œWelcome to Earthâ� I said sitting down. He smirked. â�œYou hungry?â� â�œFucking starving!â� He went over to the fridge and rooted about. â�œSo did you?â� â�œDid I what?â� â�œYou knowâ�¦â� â�œNo I donâ�™tâ� â�œYeah you do!â� He looked at me urgently. â�œWhat? Seriously Duff looking at me like that gets me no closer to what youâ�™re implyingâ� â�œWell, youâ�¦and Izzyâ� â�œDuff my psychic powers are a little under par, Iâ�™m afraid youâ�™ll have to spell it outâ� He sighed. â�œS-E-Xâ� he mouthed. I laughed. â�œI thought you said it wasnâ�™t awkwardâ� He looked at his feet. Just then Izzy waltzed in. â�œAhh, here you areâ� he said wrapping his arms round me. â�œDuff was just contradicting himselfâ� I said. â�œHow?â� â�œHe said it wasnâ�™t awkward asking me about sexâ� Izzy looked at Duff. â�œYou talking about sex again?! Jesus Christ Duff!â� â�œWhat?!â� They started arguing. I rolled my eyes and went to the living room. They joined me a while later. Duff handed me some food. Izzy slumped down next to me and draped an arm over my shoulder. I looked at him oddly. He smirked and took his arm back. I ate my food quickly. We sat chatting for a while. Jacki joined us a while later. Duff pulled her onto his knee. â�œWhat time are we going?â� I asked Izzy. He looked at his watch. â�œAn hour?â� I nodded. I rest my head on his chest and snuggled up to him. He smiled and wrapped his arms round me. I listened to them all talk. Hallaa pranced into the front room a while later. Slash followed a second later. He grabbed Hallaaâ�™s waist and sat them both down. â�œDuff your beds are lovely but I prefer oursâ� he said before making out with Hallaa. I sighed and buried my face into Izzys chest. â�œYou tired?â� he asked rubbing my back. I nodded and wrapped my arms round his waist. â�œHey shall we go?â� Hallaa suggested. â�œYeah, one of you two driveâ� Izzy said throwing them the car-keys. â�œSee you guys later thenâ� Hallaa climbed into the drivers seat and Slash in the passenger. Izzy and I curled up in the backseat. I rest my head on his chest and wrapped my arms round him. He smiled and stroked my hair. I woke up later in bed with the covers over me. I sat up and rubbed my head. I could hear the others downstairs chatting and laughing. Just then Stevie popped her head round the door. She came in and jumped up on the bed. I sat playing with her for a while. She jumped down and ran out. She returned a while later with Colin. I sat playing them for ages. I decided to go to my room. I lay on the sofa and grabbed a book. I woke up the next morning still there. I went to the bedroom. Izzy was curled up under the covers. I smiled and went and lay next to him. I wrapped his arms round me and snuggled up to him. He kissed the top of my head. â�œWhereâ�™d you go?â� he asked, not opening his eyes. â�œI fell asleep readingâ� I replied. He chucked and held me tighter. I fell asleep again. When I woke up it was dark outside. I threw a different set of clothes on and went downstairs. Everyone was in the front room. I went to the kitchen. I picked up a magazine and began reading. Treader joined me a while later. He jumped up on my knee and rest his head on the table. I smiled and sat stroking him. I felt hungry so I grabbed an apple. I ate half. Just then Izzy came in. â�œHey, when did you get up?â� he asked. â�œA few minutes agoâ� He sat opposite me. I gave the rest of my apple to Treader. â�œHalf an apple? You not hungry?â� I shook my head. Treader jumped down and went to the front room. Izzy came and sat next to me. He draped his arm over my shoulders and pulled me into him. â�œYou alright babe?â� I nodded. He didnâ�™t seem convinced. â�œIâ�™m fine, seriouslyâ� I replied. â�œYouâ�™re not eating and youâ�™re sleeping a lotâ� â�œIâ�™m not hungry and Iâ�™m tiredâ� He sighed and held me tighter. I wrapped my arms round him. â�œYou tired now?â� he asked. â�œA bitâ� â�œYou need to eat!â� â�œI donâ�™t, Iâ�™m fineâ� â�œBabe youâ�™ll be tired until you eat something, half an apple isnâ�™t enoughâ� I pulled away from him. â�œIzzy Iâ�™m fine!â� â�œWhy am I not convinced?â� â�œI donâ�™t know! Why canâ�™t you just trust me?â� I went upstairs to my room. I grabbed my book again and sat reading until I fell asleep.

*To Be Continued*

One in a Million: Part 136

â�œYeah, I smashed my head on the bedside table tooâ� We laughed even more. â�œItâ�™s not funny! I think I blacked out! The next thing I remember is being back in bed fully naked and Hallaa lying asleep on top of meâ� â�œOk shush!â� Izzy said laughing even harder. Slash rubbed the back of his head where heâ�™d obviously hit it.

A few weeks later we were on our way to Duffâ�™s house. When we got there he dived on Slash, sending them to the floor. We stood around staring. â�œUh, hi?â� Slash said. â�œHello! God I missed you guys, hey come meet my new girlâ� He got up and ran inside. Izzy helped Slash up and we walked in. â�œDuff?!â� I shouted. â�œIn here!â� We followed the sound of his voice. He was in the dining room with his new girlfriend. â�œGuys this is Jacki, Jacki this is my sister Belle, her husband Izzy, Slash and Hallaaâ� She smiled at us all. â�œWhat happened to Kim?â� I asked. â�œShe left me for some wrestlerâ� I burst out laughing. Duff glared at me. â�œSorryâ� I bit my lip. Izzy smirked and sat me down on his knee. â�œAnyway, Jacki is definitely the oneâ� Jacki smiled and rest her head on his shoulder. â�œDonâ�™t jinx it dudeâ� Hallaa said. â�œNo seriously, weâ�™re engagedâ� â�œWhat!?â� Izzy and I said in unison. â�œTakinâ�™ it a bit fast donâ�™t you think?â� Slash asked. â�œNot reallyâ� Duff kissed her deeply. The rest of us looked at each other sceptically. â�œSo anyway, you guys want a drink?â� Duff asked standing up. â�œYou asked that question!?â� Slash said following him into the kitchen. Izzy went too. â�œSo, uh, hiâ� Hallaa said. â�œHeyâ� Jacki replied. â�œWhen did you meet Duff?â� I asked. â�œJust over a month agoâ� I nodded. â�œBelle what you want?!â� Duff shouted. â�œNothing alcoholic!â� I replied. â�œWhat, why!?â� â�œIâ�™m driving!â� â�œSo?â� â�œSo!â� They returned with the drinks. Izzy pulled me onto his knee. We all sat chatting for a while. â�œYou sure you donâ�™t want a drink? You guys can stay over yâ�™knowâ� Duff said. â�œNah, weâ�™d prefer our own bedâ� Izzy said kissing my neck. I laughed and pushed him off. â�œYeah, weâ�™re sureâ� â�œSo? Iâ�™ve done it in one of your bedsâ� â�œItâ�™s because our beds are the bestâ� Izzy replied. â�œThey areâ� Slash said. â�œStill, you ainâ�™t tried my bedsâ� â�œI donâ�™t intend toâ� â�œI willâ� Slash said. Hallaa laughed. â�œFine, I could do with a drinkâ� I said. Duff smirked and went to the kitchen. â�œWeâ�™re not having sex thenâ� Izzy said. â�œOh no! How will I cope!?â� He scowled at me. I smirked and kissed his cheek. Duff returned and handed me a drink. â�œShall we go to the front room?â� he suggested. We all went and sat on the sofaâ�™s. Duff put some music on and snuggled up to Jacki. Izzy wrapped his arms tightly round my waist. We all sat, not saying anything to each other. â�œDuff, which room am I in?â� Slash asked. â�œWhy?â� â�œMe and Hallaa would like to inspect it!â� Duff laughed and got up. Slash and Hallaa followed. â�œAre they always like that?â� Jacki asked. â�œYup, she raped him the other dayâ� I replied. â�œHow!?â� â�œHe was passed outâ� She laughed. â�œDuff would never do thatâ� â�œI know, heâ�™s gentlemanlyâ� â�œIâ�™m not?â� Izzy asked. â�œFuck no!â� I replied laughing. He smirked and bit my ear. Us three sat chatting for a few minutes before Duff returned with more alcohol. â�œYou two want to inspect your room?â� Duff asked. â�œNah-â�œ â�œ-yeahâ� I scowled at Izzy. He smirked and kissed me softly. â�œCome on then Izzyâ� Duff said. â�œWhat!?â� Duff laughed and sat down. Izzy looked at me. I giggled and kissed his nose. â�œHeâ�™s jokingâ� I said. He looked at me sceptically. I smiled and wrapped my arms round his neck. He hugged me back. â�œDonâ�™t leave me alone with himâ� he whispered. I burst out laughing. â�œDonâ�™t worry, I wontâ� He smirked and kissed me softly. â�œWhat are you two whispering about?â� Duff asked smirking. â�œNothing!â� I replied. â�œYeah yeah, you sure you donâ�™t want to check out your room?â� â�œWhy are you like this? Iâ�™m your sisterâ� â�œYou donâ�™t feel like it anymore, youâ�™re just like Izzys girl now, not my sisterâ� â�œThanks, I love you tooâ� â�œItâ�™s good thing! It means I donâ�™t get freaked out when I hear you two having sex!â� My jaw dropped. â�œWhat!?â� â�œYou cant say that!â� â�œWhy not!â� â�œYou just cant!â� â�œIzzy, does it bother you?â� â�œItâ�™s a bit weird but not reallyâ� â�œSee! Come on, Iâ�™ll show you your roomâ� He grabbed my wrist and pulled me upstairs. Izzy followed. She shoved me into a room. Izzy came in too. â�œHappy love making!â� Duff said before running downstairs. I looked at Izzy. He was smirking. â�œDonâ�™t even think about itâ� I said. â�œThink about what?â� I scowled at him. He pulled me in between his legs. I rest my hands on his shoulders. He buried his face into my stomach and rest his hands on my ass. â�œWhatâ�™s up?â� I asked stroking his hair. â�œNothingâ� he replied looking up. I nodded. â�œClose the door before you sit downâ� he said shuffling up the bed. â�œNoâ� â�œGo onâ� â�œWhy?â� â�œBecause then thereâ�™s less chance on people walking inâ� â�œWhy? They wont be walking in on anythingâ� Izzy scowled. I smirked and sat on the end of the bed. Izzy shuffled back over and wrapped his legs round me. â�œIâ�™ll close it thenâ� He said kissing up my neck.

*To Be Continued*